STM TTM

2011-12-07T12:23:00.003+08:00

I don't know why I accepted this responsibility. Why didn't I choose to follow my decision and just reject it. I really hate where I am now, hate being forced to do things I really detest. But what can I do now? Since I've already fallen into this pit, I guess time is all I have to wait for sand to get washed down this hole, for me to climb back out, and never turn back.

2011-10-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

Thankfully, history did not repeat itself this year :)

Thank you :)

2011-10-02T21:01:00.004+08:00

So... Prelims are over. And the truth of how screwed I am gonna be for Os has been revealed :(

English: 61 B4
Chinese: 65 B3
Emath: 85 A1
Amath: 74 A2 (!@#$%^&)
Physics: 64 B4 (!@#$^*)
Chemistry: 70 A2
Geography: 69 B3 (!@#$%^&*)
Combined Humans: 54 C6 (!@#$%^&*)

L1R5: 15

HOW WONDERFULZXC.

2011-09-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

Even I myself am disappointed and disgusted with myself.

2011-09-26T20:47:00.009+08:00

In love with this drama :)

Gaseumi meomchujir anha, ibyeoreur malhagodo
Handongan sarang haetjanha, ajikkkaji geureondeushande?
Apeumi gasijir anha, dasi myeoc beoneur chamabwado
Neo eoptneun haru haruga, neomu himideureo naege neoppuninde…

2011-09-23T20:26:00.010+08:00

&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;lt;br&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;gt;
I should not have looked at you
I should have lived in another world
If I lived without knowing you
I wouldn't have known this pain

Even though everyday I erase you
Even though every day I throw you away
My heart has already hidden you inside
And is not willing to let go, calling that love...

I believed love was happiness
Love that can't be spoken is a punishment from the heavens
My heart hurts every time I love you
Because you live, wiping away your tears

I have forgotten that you are my punishment
My lips have forgotten you too
I'm only scared that
I might get drunk and tell you that I love you

I believed love was happiness
Love that can't be spoken is a punishment from the heavens
My heart hurts every time I love you
Because you live, wiping away your tears

Should I love in my dreams
As I cry and cry again
And fall asleep in tears
It's always the same after I wake up

I love you, I love you like this
Without anyone knowing, at a place where you aren't there, I'll say I love you
For the fear that you may run after hearing it
I love you without anyone knowing it...

2011-09-23T20:11:00.003+08:00

The test was not for you to get a distinction, a pass or a fail. It was a test for truth, and trust. But it seems that the answer received revealed it all.

How...motivating :( I have a sad life.

I believe, I believe, I believe in you.

2011-09-19T15:04:00.004+08:00

Well I guess that's it eh. Even others could tell. This so-called "friendship". Already know it'll end up like this. Sensed this ending but what can I do? I know the memories we shared were little but they really impacted me a lot. It may not be much to you but it really means a lot to me. I shall not blame you for "toying with my feelings" cos it's partly my fault too. Gosh, I was so naive.

You were right, so I don't deserve your sympathy :)

2011-09-01T23:00:00.006+08:00

Yes, I'm the stupidest person.

Yes, I'm the laziest person.

"So little subjects, what's so difficult? Just practice, everyday do maths, what's so difficult? Don't read all these stupid storybooks! Waste your time only!"

Okay. Stop.

You'll never understand.

2011-08-09T12:48:00.003+08:00

Sorry for being on hiatus for so long.

This is just to say, it'll be on FURTHER HIATUS till 14Nov ;)

On a side note,

HAPPY 46th NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!

2011-06-19T15:40:00.004+08:00

Have been procrastinating posting about Genting trip cos I'm just so preoccupied with so much stuff. But I guess if I don't post now, I might not be posting about it anymore, and the memory might just die away. Lol.

[11-6-11, Saturday]
Boarded the caoch at 9:30am and my seat was spoilt ): So couldn't raise the leg rest thing. Haha so I just read my SCORPIA Alex Rider book :D That book series is damn awesome man. At the Singapore custom, we had to scan our thumbprint, then Amelia was daaamn retarded, placed her thumb on the VENT. HAHAHAHA. Yeah, so after that I continued reading, then fell asleep. When I woke up an hour later, WE WERE STLL BETWEEN SG AND MSIA CUSTOM. Wahh. So I went to watch The Italian Job. Damn cool movie :D Genius. After watching the movie, WE STILL HAVEN'T REACH THE CUSTOM YET. Wahhhhhh. I almost died. The bus was practically move at 0.5km/h Okay, so after FOUR hours, we finally reached the custom. And you should have seen the amount of people queuing. Madness. Everyone was practically pushing one another. After 1hr, then had I successfully got my passport chopped. But the hour wasn't that bad haha. The Malays were like shouting 'Ehh, faster lahh.' Hahaha, then more and more people shout. Hilarious. But abit the uncivilised lah. Heh. Then sibeh paiseh, was the last to board the bus. Woots.

So we finally reached KL at 7:30pm. Freaking 10hours ride. -faints- I just slept through the journey, uncomfortably. On the way to the hotel on this daaamn small taxi, I saw 2 interesting carplates: WTS XXXX and WTH XXXX. Hahaha, so I decided I should look out for any WTFs :D Went to the executive lounge for dinner and the food was almost all eaten up. Haha then we smuggled some food back to the room cos Amelia was too young to go there. Heh. And we did something illegal too, so, can't say here. HAHA. Then cos we were still feeling hungry, went to a food court to eat. Their laksa was interesting! Quite nice :D After that went back hotel bathe and watch TV and sleep. 4 people sharing 2 single beds :O

[12-6-11, Sunday]
I think cos my dad only registered for 2 people so only 2 people could have breakfast at the breakfast place -.- Then my dad and I just went up to the executive lounge to eat :D Then don't check :O Although need card to access that floor lah heh.

Yay, then time to leave for Cameron Highlands! :D Dad got his company driver to drive us around, so travelling was easy! Wahh, another 4 hours to reach Cameron D: But it was cool, the air was cold and we picked strawberries! :D Ate damn awesome herbal egg which cost only 1RM (: Also went to see bee farm, tea plantation and a damn nice butterfly farm! Entered this room/net/cage thing where lots of butterfly could fly around freely and there were lots of flowers in there! Countless pollination going on in there. The buterflies were damn big and pretty haha them Amelia was so freaaaking scared. And kept screaming -.- Stares. Lol. Outside it were cages housing beetles/scorpions/tarantulas/snakes etc AND THERE WERE FREAKING HUGE LIZARDS. OMG. Eeeeyer. So gross. -shivers- I couldn't look at them at all. HAHAHA. Then went out to buy some magnets. The price tag there mingming say 3RM, then the idiotic storekeeper went to say it's 5RM. Fine lah, you want cheat us, we don't buy from your store :P Haha so went to another store and got them for 3RM (:

Ohoh lunch was at this chinese shop, and we ordered, rice, veg, hor fun, yam, beef, tea, tofu. So much food right! Then we were like guessing the price. I guessed 52RM, Amelia 60RM, Mum 50RM and dad 40RM. Haha then I was like saying play the price is right way where over means lose. In the end the bill came out and it was only 37RM! CHEAP MAN. Hahaha though my dad was the closest, still lose! Too bad! :P

It was already 3plus so we had to leave if not we'll reach KL damn late. So reached there around 7plus. Then HAHA again, went to the Executive Lounge for dinner and smuggled food and heh the illegal thing again. Heh. Then we went shopping and I got a 10RM shorts! Cheap stuffs man. Just walked around a little then went back hotel bathe watch TV and sleep.

[13-6-11, Monday]
GENTING! But my dad needed to go don't know do what, so left hotel at 9:30. WAH SO LATE, WASTE TIME. Just played fb awhile in the hotel since then have WLAN. Heh. So we left and then, dk why, we suddenly stopped at this HINDUISM PLACE. Like whaaat! I'm rushing to Genting lahh. Then my dad was like 15mins only. Tsk. So hot lah and ALMOST tio birdshit. There were like 40over pigeons or something.

Wah then finally reached Genting after taking this super looong cable car ride up. My dad doesn't like theme parks so he set in this cafe to do his work -.- So first ride was this little Pirate thingy since there was no queue. HAHA. And my sis was so scared she didn't dare to ride -.- Like whaaat? So I just took with my mum and the ride was super lame. Although it was super dark, the pirates/ghosts just appear when this spotlight shines on them -.- I was expecting them to jump out!

The ride ended and saw the Pirate Ship! So we went there, and RITA CHUA WAS QUEUING WITH HER BOY. HAHAHA. Sounds wrong. This just proves how small Genting is. So we queued and finally, after much persuation, my sis decided to ride but she sat in the centre -.- Okay lah, taking that her heart cannot ren shou rides. HAHAHA. So sat beside Rita and her boy, facing my mum and sis. Wah, see my sister face want to laugh. IT WAS TOTALLY PALE. Like super super pale. But it was fun. Though I wanted the ship to go higher :D Got off the ride and my sis was totally like cannot take it already. So since I don't think she can tahan anymore rides, I just asked them go take Bumper Car indoors and followed Rita and her boy.

Went to take the Spinner next. AND WAH, SERIOUSLY GENTING VERY SMALL. We say WeiLing queuing, about to get onto the ride. Wah, 365days in the year and 3 SJ peeps decide to go Genting on the same day. Lol. Haha then Rita 1,2,3 then we went "HI WEILING!" Lol. Wah, if it was me and I suddenly see 2 seniors overseas, my heart cannot take it already. Like everywhere you go see them :S The Spinner was fun! Ultra windy and quite cold! :D

Then went to look for the uh Flying Dragon. Wasted about half an hour trying to look for it with all the misleading signs. Urgh. Then we queued for this Flume Ride but we'll get wet and the queue was super long so we decided to leave it. Haha then Cyclone was open! So we ran to queue and got Rita to chope place for me while I go buy a hotdog bun :D Ex leh 5RM. I packed soem strawberries I pluckde for Rita but it freaking got squashed in my bag ): So it was quite disgusting but cos is I pluck one then Rita paiseh reject mah so she just eat. Sorry! Then it started drizzling so we were damn scared they would close the ride before we got to ride it but heng, didn't. The ride was quite thrilling :D The first drop was the best :D I love the feeling of flying off the seat, kind of. Heh. So after that we went to take the Spinner again! :D There was no queue, so we immediately went up I think and while Spinning, it started POURING. HAHAHAHA. It was FREEZING COLD AND WET. But it was a cool experience! :D

Then we chionged into the chelter when the ride ended and went to ride Bumper Cars! HAHA it was only my 2nd time riding Bumper Cars in my whole life. So was quite excited. Then while queuing, I saw the cars REVERSING. Okay lah, so I was expecting a throttle and a reverse paddle. But when I sat in the car, there was only one paddle, the throttle. So I ask Rita where's the reverse. THEN SHE SAY I DK HOW TO DRIVE AH! HAHAH! FUNNNN! So we went to queue again and Rita very bad huh, go bully her boy. The thighs thing! Then wihle queuing, these pair of Indian father and son go cut our queue lah! Fine. Then Rita came up with this idea to bump them later. HAHAHA. So we both go crash into the father! WAHAHA. I think it was rathe obvious cos when we both knock him, we laughed at each other. Woots! >:D I also attacked his damn young son. Haha felt kinda bad for hitting him though :X

Then I had no time to queue for BC already so went back outdoor since the rain had stopped. And saw my mum and sis, so we went to ride Cyclone again :D Since there was no queue at all. Yay. After that go ride Spinner again! Mum got dizzy cos she got some med history of vertigo. Oops. Haha. So said bye to Rita and her boy and went back down the cable car ):

Went to eat Bah Kut Teh. Not bad lah. Cos we wanted to eat the famous one but it was closed so had to eat another one nearby. So after that went back hotel there to shop. Wanted to buy more of the shorts I bought the day before, but when I went back there, NO MORE! Walaooo. So cos I spoilt my jacket that day, went to buy another one. No hood ): But it's damn comfortable :D Then again went back bathe, use laptop and sleep.

[14-6-11, Tuesday]
Had breakfast and went swimming! :D Been years since I last swam! :D Then my sister really daaamn lousy. She everything also so scared. Took like almost 10mins before I manged to get her into the 1.2m deep pool -.-Haha then she just kept moving along the edge while I swam laps. Then I went to ask her to walk across the pool to the other end and after much persuasion, she agreed and she did! :D But she said she too scared to breathe. HAHA what?! Then I went to carry her and swim but I couldn't keep afloat hahaha so she just walked again. Then I carried hed body horizontally to swim then she struggled cos she said she almost drowned, then I pushed my down the water as well and she kept struggling so I wanted to help her get back upright but she kept struggling then in the end she swallowed 2 gulps of water. Then she quickly got back to the side and cried. Oops. Haha.

Went for window shopping again until like lunch time then we went to eat famous Wanton Mee! WAHH SHIOK AH. The mee very tasty and the char siew very sweet :D Wanton also damn delicious. Hungryy. Then was time to board the bus already and I just slept and read Scorpia all the way (: Left at 2:30pm and reached Singapore at 7:30pm! 5 hours only! :D Half the time less -.- After that ate at Velocity food junction and I had craving for Korean noodles! Then caught a taxi back home just in time to watch C.L.I.F! :D

Walao, so long post and so boring -.-

2011-05-30T17:35:00.003+08:00

TWO WORDS: TOTALLY CMI

Screwed up Chinese Os like crazy. Like WHO AS BLIND KOK AS ME, do Q1 yet still write Q2 on the answer script. LIKE POKK. If they take my answer as Q2, wahseh, good luck to me man. And kanasai paper 2 is like damn freaking hard. Questions are rubbish. LIKE WTS. Eh seems like I'm gonna be the first chinese who fails chinese (Y).

Hopefully, my crap in baozhang can pull my marks up. Which is, uh, highly unlikely.

2011-05-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

我真的, 真的不明白. 我们到底做了什么事让你们对我们饱满了恨?

亏我们为你们做了那么多事, 亏我们为你们而掉眼泪, 亏我们为了你们而牺牲了那么多宝贵的时间, 亏我们那么爱你们...

最后, 付出的一切, 都没有用, 只带来了恨, 恨, 恨.

希望, 都毁了.

2011-05-23T22:05:00.004+08:00

Hahahaha deleted the prev post, cos I find it so damn bloody stupid. Words typed out in anger are always rubbish.

Kk anw, freaking chinese Os are coming and my chinese is freaking fail. Like I got a E8 C6 for prelims?! While almost like 95% of the people for above that, so yeah. I shall fail NORMAL chinese. Woo.

People are starting to change. I wonder if it's good or not. The way they think are starting to change, the way the speak are starting to change, the way they act are also starting to change. Gosh.

2011-04-24T00:47:00.007+08:00

I really don't know whether or not I can ever trust you again. I don't know if all these times, you were meaning what you actually said, what you actually did. It's like I don't know you anymore. Or did I even know you?

I'm getting all confused. I don't know what to do and how to react now. Can I believe what you are gonna say? Are you gonna say the damn truth? Or would it just be another show.

Case #1:

To believe, to forgive, to give you one last chance.

But, if it was all just a show, would it just boost your arrogance if we were to believe you? "H.A.H.A" at us? To make us fall into your trap, so that you can make use of us again in the future?

Case #2:

To be hardhearted, and just ignore whatever you're gonna say.

But, again, if she was really willing to change, and if I don't give her a chance, I would be the shittiest person on earth, and probably get struck by lightning for being so heartless.

Sigh, I really, really hope you can change, and that you will change. Guess I'm gambling for Case #1.

2011-04-21T23:47:00.007+08:00

Idk why I'm dedicating a post to you, but who cares.

Honestly, I have never met anyone as 卑鄙无耻、下流下贱 as you. You are able to walk out of this friendship so easily despite the 4 year bond we all had together, despite all the tough times we've been through together, despite the times where we all shed tears, blood and sweat together. "I'd rather let them get hurt and forsake this friendship than befriend them again." Wow. You really think we would be hurt and sad and all depressed to lose you, huh? Well, sorry but no. I don't really care, we don't really care.

Don't say we didn't try, we did. She explained to you everything, to clear the misunderstanding. AND YET, you freaking replied "Sorry,who are you?" Duh, you were being sarcastic. You chose to act this way, showing us that you can delete our numbers, can just get us out of your life.

And I swear you have the thickest skin on this planet. "OMG, I bet the G**** B**** must me so proud of me!" So you actually got up to help the injured, not because you sincerely wanted to help, but just to gain attention from them? To show them how good you really are? "Yay, the G**** B**** loves me!" Right.

For each (major) meeting, you have never ever stayed for the entire thing, you just leave halfway, roll your eyes and say "This is a complete waste of my time, I've got better things to do." Aye, okay then, we don't stop you. Yet, you complain "You all always make all the decisions. Especially 你们三个. YOU -points-, YOU -points- and YOU -points- Like that I don't need to be in **** anymore already lah!"

Since when, did you talk to her so much. Each minute you go "*** *****~ what's your answer? (for math)", "*** ***** I love you~" -hugs-. And at 9o'clock break, you just pass your food right in front of my face across me to her and go "*** *****~ for you..." Eh, seriously, what's your problem. She and I just had to clarify the misunderstandings and yes, we cleared it. So you went up to her and said "Since both of you are okay with each other already, I don't find the need to sit there anymore." Which human actually does something as shameful as this? You really think you are that great to be able to break an 8 year friendship bond that easily? Stealing friends away. The most immature, shameless act ever.

And then you shift your table. You start talking to so many people in class. What are you trying to show? That you don't need us yet you still can live life normally? Eh, come on, quit thinking of yourself as some high and almighty person. We don't need you as much as you don't need us.

K, so you've got the brains. But does that really mean you are in the position to call others stupid? Does that place you above the rest? "I don't hang out with stupid people cause hanging out with stupid people makes you stupid." Someday, you'll meet your downfall. God is fair. You can just climb higher and higher and higher, then you fall. Good luck to you then.

2011-04-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

I'm just a coward.

2011-04-17T16:22:00.003+08:00

Have been doing a lot of quiet self reflections for these past few days, and I never knew it was this exhausting. All the energy have been drained out of my body by many, many ways. And I realised how wrong my perception of many things are.

Indeed, the worst nightmare has occurred and that is my personality has changed, drastically. Or perhaps just back to how it was. I have never felt so empty ever and at the same time I feel that there is nothing I can do to bring back my previous self. I need to control.

But what's not supposed to be done has been done. Now, I've become someone who everyone just hates. I've become nobody. I have lost everything I once had. Maybe I was just deceiving myself, thinking I even had those, had them.

Being it has pulled me away from many people. I wonder how my life would be like if things weren't the same. I guess it would be much more, peaceful? Putting up fake smiles is not what I want. No!

2011-04-14T23:24:00.004+08:00

I didn't ask for it, yet it's given to me. I really, really hate it. Thinking back, I realised putting in effort in the past has just resulted in suffering all these conflicts. What's the purpose?

You feel that you have to do something, to start the ball rolling, to unite everyone as one. Yet, what others perceive of you is just someone being an ass, abuse of authority and neglect for others. Sometimes it really is worthless to put in effort in what you do. No one, appreciates it and worse still, offend you.

We try so, so hard to bring us together. We didn't create that line, you created it yourself. We asked you to come, you don't. Even if you really came, you just sit there. We ask for your opinion, you say "Anything, I don't care." Yet, you blame us for making the decisions all by ourselves. You're so unwilling to cooperate, what do you expect us to do?

You don't even know how much we have to do, how much shit we have to go through, and seriously, the amount of conflicts going on. Someone please enlighten me on what I'm supposed to do cos I'm really on the verge of breaking down. I've really had enough of this.

I'm sorry.

2011-04-12T23:09:00.006+08:00

Who are my friends?

What happens backstage? There's a limit to everything. Jokes, when gone overboard can kill. Really kill. Friendship.

Misunderstandings are not supposed to bury friendships deep down into shit. But yet true friends need not explain themselves. What?

A true friend is someone who sees pain in your eyes while eveyone else believes the smile on your face. Really?

Oh, happy international friendship day.

2011-04-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I wonder if I am really being myself. Being honest to all those around me. Come to think of it, it really is freaky to realise she is not what you think she is. Sit there, and watch. Observe everything in detail. Write it down, analyse, evaluate, conclude?

What kind of, a friend, or rather, a person, am I? It's better for you not to know me cos I just ruin your life. Selfish bitch alert.

过于自我，凡是都考虑自己，那对不合心意的小事大发怨言，当作大事来投诉。

2011-04-03T22:44:00.003+08:00

Haha prev post should be SOLO. So yeah.

1-4-2011 (April Fools)

Joke of the day: WATER ADD SALT.

Suayly, all those who went toilet kena bullied. It was so damn bloody salty that when it just touches your mouth, you just cannot tolerate it and HAVE TO SPIT IT OUT. Bleah.

JUNIORS FAILLL.

"We have some news for you all. From next week onwards, CCA will be like the sports CCA, 3 times a week. This will help in your attendance, aren't you all happy?" blahblahblah. Then some juniors really believed and said amongst themselves "Aiyo, then I have to cancel my tuition, change my piano lesson" blahblahblah. Then we 1,2,3 "HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!" Epic reactions man. You should have recorded that.

3-4-2011 (Natcomp)

Sian, shall just rant rubbish. Chicken rolled over Rita's beret and dropped onto her boots! LONG YAN! Eh, jiazhen, I'm gonna suan you even more now >:) Tian ah. I forgot what else retarded happened. STM TTM. D:

EH BLOG, PAISEH, I TIRED NIAAAAAAA. LOL.

2011-04-03T22:34:00.003+08:00

The most epic moment ever.

4TH PLACE IN NATIONAL COMP.

With 3rd in Nursing.

NA8 (EH-NEY-ATE)!

Kept double checking. See Zone 1 -------> 4, then 4 ------> Zone 1 went like 5 times.

HAHA, still unbelievable.

Training 1: play, play, play, talk, talk talk

Training 2: play talk play

Training 3: Celebrated Rita's birthday

Training 4: play, talk, TROLLEY, play, talk

Eh, how can lah. Luck really on our side this year man. We cool.

2011-03-30T21:32:00.003+08:00

I really wonder if it's all worth it.

Somehow, I have this fear, that it wouldn't last long.

Somehow, I think I'm changing, back to my old pathetic self.

Control.

2011-03-22T21:31:00.005+08:00

Day 2 of Motivational Workshop, and I'm really loving it. Yeah, and that means I'm getting stressed. The reality of O levels has finally hit me. Oh finally. I have the motivation to study. This workshop actually managed to inspire me man. But I sure wonder how long this determination is gonna last. Hopefully, through this entire year.

I've always been so non-results oriented and I've come realise how much of my life I have already wasted, already screwed. I guess this is the chance to get back up.

Fear.

2011-03-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

I wish, to be her maid. Honestly!

Let's live under the same roof and help her cook her food, wash her clothes, clean the house (:

Imagine she goes "Andrea! Bring me my apple!"

And I reply "Yes, mum!"

Awww how cute.

Anw, Day 1 of Motivational Workshop.

It's not really working on me. Oh god. I think my life really is so damn bloody screwed.

2011-03-17T21:34:00.005+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see

Oh every single promise I'll keep

Cos what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

**What are words if you really don't mean then when you say them

What are words if they're only for good times then they don't

When it's love, yeah you say them out loud, those words

They never go away

And you live on

Even when we're gone**

And I know an angel was sent

Just for me and I know I'm meant

To be where I am and I'm gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side

I will never leave when she needs me most

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there

And I'm gonna be here forever more

Every single promise I'll keep

Cause what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Heard this song over 91.3 this morning and immediately fell in love with it (:

2011-03-11T22:00:00.003+08:00

So, Term 1 has come to an end. A really screwed term. But it's alright! :)

Zonecomp is just another 35 more hours to go only. I don't feel prepared, at all. NOT. AT. ALL. Sorry, NA 1, but I really failed as a No.3. Honestly, this year's trainings are a whole lot different compared to last year's. Atmosphere. Team spirit. Bond. Where are they? A sad team indeed :/ Ohwell. I'm just not strong enough.

At least, the term ended with a good laugh. Pocket blouse with long pants! Hahaha!

2011-02-22T20:50:00.002+08:00

Trust really is that hard to build but so easy to destroy.

Sometimes a moment of rash would just cause hurt forever. I guess I have to stop being so, "playful", if that's what you call it. And I need to be more careful with my usage of some words, yes I know. It was alright after that, but what I just saw just ruined the entire thing.

It ended with a fullstop. A blank mail was sent.

2011-02-19T09:20:00.005+08:00

Halfway through CA and I am still rocking. Omg, can I just turn more serious nowwww. I want to feel the stress. Chinese sucked. TTM. I am going to fail, like a D7!

Hahaha India didn't come out for geog! YESHH.

"You look like a paikia when you tie your hair" HAHAHA.

2011-01-30T15:59:00.003+08:00

[Verse 1:]

Had me convinced that I just wasn't enough, me and you fussing and fighting cussin all of that stuff now I know, that I might've done you wrong, didn't know I'd pay so long, til you did the same

I know I'd done you wrong I was making it up to you, I apologised in a million ways but I thought that was that, but I guess you got me back, didn't know it'd be like that, but you did the same

[Bridge:]

Now we're caught in a circle

A constant battle

The day that you hurt me

The clouds cast a shadow on us

And I hope that your happy we're even now, so cry baby cry

[Chorus:]

Let me see you cry cry cry

I need to see you cry cry cry

Until your tears run dry dry dry

Like the deserts need the rain

Want ya tears to fall down on me [x2]

Before the love just turns to hate

Before I ask for you to stay

And just before you walk away

[Verse 2:]

What is this, what happens to relationships, started off so good and ended up so bad baby I just wanna know, ooh tell me do you know, baby

Before we knew it we were at it again, no no no, somehow I don't think we can ever be friends, wish it wasn't so

Wish it wasn't so, but you did the same...

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

So we go on and on on this merry go round trying to chase a love that can never be found time to say goodbye and step off of it now,

It's over girl it's over [x2]

Let me see you cry cry cry

I need to see you cry cry cry

Until our tears run dry dry dry

Like the deserts need the rain

Want your tears to fall down on me [x2]

Before the love just turns to hate

Before I ask for you to stay

And just before you walk away

2011-01-27T22:31:00.003+08:00

Hopefully, 'amusing' is the word! Hahaha.

Hopefully, sincerity can be felt mannn.

Hopefully, it was worth it spending 4 looong days.

Hope (:

Looks better now!

2011-01-23T18:28:00.002+08:00

I just realised how sad and pathetic my life is now.

Screwed relationships, photocopied routine, tons of work.

And a really dead tagboard.

2011-01-20T20:40:00.004+08:00

越描越黑。

So without knowing anything, don't go around spreading.

Idc if you say you don't know how to phrase stuff cos even if you converted those into Chinese (which you're good at), the meaning's still the same. Screw.

Sorry but I just am unable to accept the, uh, reasonings you gave. I'm know I'm being such a bitch for being so 小气 and stuff, reading so much into it, but honestly, that's how I feel.

Damn this whole screwed piece of shit. Seriously. You 扪在心理 until you want to die already? You already told one person. Yet, you have to go and tell 3 others. Uh, right. I'm really too lazy to go and explain to freaking so many people so I'll just leave it and let them believe all that you've said. Whatever. Just don't expect everything to return to normal so easily.

Sorry Yinsiang & Rita, for getting you two sandwiched between us :/

2011-01-19T00:38:00.003+08:00

This blog's buried somewhere deep beneath this world called, uh, Cyber.

Weeeeell, not exactly. Since there were posts while it was privatised for, 2weeks? Haha. And where did they posts go? Deleted, duh. Guess it just wasn't appropriate to un-privatise my blog when those posts are still here. HAHA. Yeah, you get it (you two) ;)

Anw, I have no idea why but the reality of Os hasn't hit me yet. I'm still like slacking while everyone is like mugging their butts off. Seriously.

The school's new assessment system is NOT WORKING. And you're treating us as the guinea pigs of this new system. Screw you. I'm not the type that mug like weeks before a test but just maybe 12 hours before?! So now you're removing common tests and leaving week 7/8 to throw tests at us. Damn. School's lost it's kick.

I guess some kind of virus thing hit my cbox, random sites keep spamming it, so yeah.

2010-12-30T15:44:00.003+08:00

Mashups of 2010!

AWESOME :D

Ehh, I only like from 3:40 to 3:55

SO MANY HANDS UP! HAHAHAHA damn funny.

2010-12-30T14:31:00.008+08:00

Flag Day ystd. As usual, "Hi, good afternoon, would you like to make a donation?"

Wanted to do at Bishan MRT. Not a good idea. At all. The place is filled with SJ peeps. Real competition. And you also risk getting chased away. So, we left and went to some market.

The people inside there are really friendly too! :D Like you're walking then the shop owner would go "Xiaomei, lai lai lai." Then she drops a coin inside :) The bubble tea shop also. I bought a $1 drink then she donated 50cents. Like around noon already, suddenly someone shouted my name. I kinda recognised the voice and I thought I was hallucinating but no. It was Jiaxian and she suddenly donated 10 bucks, which had great difficulty in stuffing in, into my can.

However, you look around, the people in the market like all of them got SJ sticker le and got quite a few SJ people so we walked down the road to a bus stop. Then there were these 2 ah mas. YinSiang and I went up to them then one of them went "Ni de sun ah!" HAHA! Super hilarious.

I managed to complete mine and XinRong's can. In the end, XinRong's can was much heavier than mine >:( But mine had 2 $10 notes inside, so maybe mine has more money? IDK :D

2010-12-29T23:20:00.004+08:00

[01] When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you, or staying attached to you. When people can walk away, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

[02] You grab my attention when you walk into the room. It would be midnight and I'm still thinking about you. I cannot control the feelings you got me going through, I want to be yours but that's up to you.

[03] And it's killing me, because all this time, I thought you cared. And then you just left, left me behind, struggling for breath, and screaming my lungs out. And it's making me wonder, if you ever cared at all.

[04] Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about.

[05] Cinderella walked on broken glass. Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass. Belle fell in love with a hideous beast. Jasmine married a common theif. Ariel walked on land for love and life. Snow White barely escaped a knife. It was all about blood, sweat, and tears, because love, means facing your biggest fears.

[06] It's no good. When someone leaves you, apart from missing them, apart frmo the fact that the whole little world you've created together collapses, and that everything you see or do reminds you of them.

[07] I'm standing in front of you, looking you in the eyes, and for the first time in my life, I'm afraid to let you go.

[08] There are those people you encounter in life who you really never get over. No matter how many other better people you meet. People who treat you better, and love you better. In the back of your mind, there's always that person who you can't quite completely forget.

2010-12-26T22:43:00.009+08:00

The bigger the expectation, the more bitter the disappointment.

Sometimes, giving up has to be the only option, before you find out the ugly truth. If you keep holding on to it, you'll just end up hurting yourself.

BUT WHO CARES! I'M NOT GNA GIVE UP! :D

~persevere!

2010-12-24T12:12:00.008+08:00

Hahaha, have been eating like a pig the past few days :O

Went to Natalie's house to celebrate her birthday on the 21st. Ate alot. Then went to USS on the 22nd. Ate alot. Then had SNSJ Christmas BBQ on the 23rd. Ate alot!

Didn't feel like I was in Singapore at USS cos like, I don't know how to say, weird, that Singapore has a theme park like this. Managed to ride 90% of the rides :) Was damn disappointed that the red/blue tracks ride was under maintenance :( If not that would have been the more thrilling ride. Revenge of the Mummy was not bad and the dragon ride one was fun. HAHA.

Ate at some pizza shop. DAMN FULL. Donkey Live wasn't as bad as I had expected. It's damn cool. Haha and I wonder how he did that :O Anw, the last ride we went was the Rapids. Wore a poncho but still got soaked in the end. The ride wasn't very spectacular but getting wet was fun hahaha. The water at the end of the so-called drop was like WHOOSH. The strength of the water that splashed directly at my face was strong enough to push the hat of my poncho off. LOL.

After that had Ramen for dinner. And cos the carpark was HUGE, they offered buggy services to people. And cos they saw us 6 "kids" with 2 adults, they took us for a ride around the carpark. And seriously, the ride was better than some of the rides in USS. The driver was so nice to take us a big round around the carpark even though our car was like nearby. She went to this area where there were no cars parked there and like swerve through the pillars. Hahaha.

Corp Chirstmas BBQ was, a success I suppose. At least we had enough food to eat, and it didn't rain. The XinRong's-mum's-marinated-chicken was damn nice :) And a few was wasted cos they were either terribly burnt/ dropped to the ground. HAHAHA!

XinRong, Rita and I met in the late morning to help her poke the fishballs and pineapples and cherry tomatoes and sausage into the satay stick. Went for lunch at kang kar foodcourt (& I thought that was a nickname XinRong gave to Hougang) -.- Anw, had a hard time flagging a taxi but did eventually. DIE, I OWE PEOPLE MONEY OVER THE NEW YEAR. Hahaha.

At the end of the day, we did the lucky draw for the presents thing. SUPER FUNNY. Cos the present I sent for the lucky draw thing was the same as the one I had prepared for Grace. Only the design on the cup was different. Then Grace suay-ly picked my present. WAHSEH. Then cos XinRong knew, we laughed like siao. Oh ya, I was like betting with XinRong that I wouldn't get JiaXian's one cos is like 5% chance only. Heck, I say here, not like she reads this anw. I picked "13" at first, which was Rita's! But she let me pick again so I went to pick a number and didn't dare to look at it. So I went to pass it to Rita to help me see. Then she suddenly "OMG! OMG ANDREA!" Shit lah, my bet. Then I thought that Rita went to swap it. But since she said I pass to her only then 2 seconds later she pass back to me I decided to believe her.

So I gave a cup and got a cup in return. HAHAHA. Then I too lazy to wait till Christmas so opened it this morning. She really bao until very secure. So many scotch tape. Then cos one part of the box was a bit squashed, I open then only saw the cup, didn't see the words below) and went SHIT, I SQUASH UNTIL LIKE THAT. Cos the design was the plastic cup design got a few lines near the top that one. Then when I wanted to push out the squashed part I was like HUH? Then I saw the words below the box saying "I am not a plastic cup!" It was actually porcelain. Fine, I was fooled easily. HAHA!

2010-12-19T21:42:00.007+08:00

Ahhh, I miss AN :( & especially my group!

ERAGON! :D

Amani, Fanny, Farizah, Grace, JiaXian, WanRong, WeiHao!

HOPE WE'LL SEE ONE ANOTHER AT POC!

Now that NCO course/camp/exam is over, I find like, there's nothing to do :( & yes I have no mood to do homework. Haha.

Anw, while watching MTV just now, this ultra retarded MOSCHINO glamour advertisment came out! Hahahahaha laughed like siao!

2010-12-17T15:40:00.002+08:00

Acting dumb?

Pushing the blame?

Taking other people's credit as your own?

Seriously, get a life >:(

2010-12-15T22:48:00.003+08:00

EYE M SOH SHWER EYE'M GORNER PHAIL EM OH EYE.

OWE MIE TIEN, WEESH MEE LARK :'(

2010-12-13T15:49:00.010+08:00

Woo, BACK FROM ANCO! :D

I miss camp badly :'( Surprisingly didn't get any muscle ache or signed any extras :O

Arrived HQ at 6:45am (damn early) and there was like no SN people there so I was like super scared. So I just carried my stuff into HQ and stoned there. I pretended to look at my phone so it wouldn't be so weird hahaha. Then I go sms Rita and XinRong if they were reaching soon then Rita was like "10 more mins" so I was WAHHH, hurry hurry! Then finally Rita came so we decided to go change to full u together. After that, super stupid, WenJie came out of the toilet (I think she heard us talking) and said something like she came super early so she hid inside the toilet with her uniform cover. HAHA. So I was stupidly waiting outside while WenJie was stupidly waiting inside the toilet.

Kk, then after changing and some last minute labelling, "FALL IN". Then C&R strength followed by uniform inspection. Valarie ma'am super scary but her scoldings are damn good, like, she makes us think. "Would you be proud if you were having such a uniform, would you be proud to stand in front of your course like that" Not sure how she said it but it's something like that. And not sure if it was first day of course or first day of camp. Hmm. I think it was course but nvm, not the main point.

Went up to the hall for barang inspection. Needed to hold up the items straight, arms damn pain haha. Luckily I didn't forget anything cos I compare my bag with Rita in the morning right, mine like super little like that so I was like panicking. Then for every second we exceeded our time limit, every pump/crunches/ buddha claps had to be done. So total we had around 200 :( Paid back but it was ok. The tiring thing is not doing it, but SHOUTING THE TIMING. Wah, can get really breathless one. Now the bunk inspection was better, kind of. Cos the chairs we used this time is the nice black one, not the old green one which had flat seats so our items could stay still (:

Then outdoor cooking. I realised I had my solid fuel which I forgotten to surrender :S It was in my backpack which I was supposed to pass to Napoleon in the morning so I was like "shit how?" Then Rita couldn't find her stove so I lent my solid fuel to her and pretended it was a stove lol. But after that I was scared I would get Rita into trouble so I took it back and then hid it in my pocket. But cos I fat so could see the box clearly in my pocket then Grace said put in hers then couldn't really see then heng, got away with it. Oops.

Weihao was crazy lah, put 6 full pieces of solid fuel into one stove which created a massive fire. I lost my mess tin :( Cooking hard boiled egg was quite a failure this time round. Oh and I had one which had 2 yolks inside, cool!

Omg, totally cannot remember what happened. Too many days already. Jump to MOI footdrill prac. Did some FD then and commanding and stuff. Shit, then change over of duties. "... Duties for 10 December 2010, Staff Sergeant Yam Jia Xian" I that time was abit scared but I was so sure that Grace was going to be Course IC. Then omg, "New advance course IC for 10 December 2010, Sergeant Andrea Tan' SCREW. I stoned. Like a whole 3 seconds. My mind was totally blank. I couldn't rmb if I even replied. Shit. Ok then march up I was totally shaking. Did a lot of stupid mistakes. Argh.

Bathed the last. Cos the basic were like taking their own sweet time to bathe >:( Then we advance nice enough to let them go first. Then shit, come up that time everyone already fell in D: Die. Talk about Course IC cannot be late. Briefing on fire evacuation route supper then sleep I guess.

Couldn't sleep after quite some time. Was thinking got night triage how, got fire drill how. Then finally slept. But kept waking up every 15 mins. Super annoying. Really got fire drill at 1.45am then went back to sleep then after about 10 to 15 mins got another one. At least the second one was much faster and no one was missing.

Morning PT wasn't tough :( But cos some people already did PT so have to... ya. Oh oh then when SSSGT Michael said we were gna do 5 push ups only we were like haha ok. But then he said start from "O" So in the end did 25! O-N-E one! T-W-O two! Breakfast was bread. Nice. Heh. After that was GAMES! :D But the games weren't as fun as last year's. Our cheer was cool lor haha.

"We're Eragon! We're hot! & we can't be stopped! x2

We got a mouth full of fire and we can't be stopped!

We're Eragon! We're hot! & we can't be stopped!

We look like a movie star!

Play like an allstar!

Shine like a shooting star!

Eragon is the super star!

Blow fire good! Blow fire good! We blow fire you heatstroke!

Get heatstroke, you will die!

Then your fellow mates will cry!

Fill our mouths with lots of oil, blow fire until you fly!

Ohhh ERAGON!"

Anw, so sad that they cancelled the wet games >:( I wna get wet! Haha at least we could get wet during mass game! Turn 10 times super giddy! Biting the apple in the pail of water was fun! Lol.

Lunch then the most dreaded, triage. I had no idea what to do. DAMNNNNN. Suan le. Screwed up big time. Redid then it was okay but I had no idea what to do as TO :/

Change over of duties then I was like PHEW. Like really can feel my heart become sooo much lighter. Finally, it's over.

Did some First Aid scenerio thing and it was zcomp's case haha. So was quite easy. Then hiking briefing! Then Valarie ma'am went "Are you all excited for hiking tomorrow?" Then when we replied "Yes ma'am!" She go say so loud "Andrea you very excited isit! Smile at me!" Wahseh, super paiseh.

Night footdrill was the best. Shouted damn loudly until my voice became hoarse. Deep only. Then after that did hentak cheer so many times until my voice really cannot make it and from normal become deep become high as in squeaky. Staff YanYi kept asking me to drink water until I kept having the need to go to the toilet. Lol.

Second night's sleep was peaceful and we didn't get disrupted :D Oh haha cos bathing right, I took the wrong set of clothes so while the Basic went for Defaulter's Parade right, HAHAHA, omg I was changing under my groudsheet with grace's help. I changed my shirt and shorts sia. Then cos awhile later, someone came and shined the torch at grace cos she had the flag. After she left, grace and I got up and saw Ray Mei sleeping with her flag. It looked super easy to take cos she just used her hands to hold on her body. So Grace and I got up and tried to steal her flag but then we pulled slowly so RayMei felt it and got up. HAHAHA omg then she went "NGGGG!" and turned sideways and hugged the pole like a bolster. SUPER FUNNY!

The next day's PT was funny too. "When you all run past me you all have to say Good Morning Ma'am! Clear!" Haha then cos we were running round in circles in the hall, it was non-stop "Good Morning Ma'am!"

Breakfast was good! the fan choy was damn nice and the pao and the soya milk too! :D

Hiking was not as fun as I expected. Cos last year's was really like you decide where you want to go, how you want to go about getting to your destination and had to buy food starting with the letter ending with the prev food's letter. This year is just follow the leader and we move as a giant course. Hiked from HQ to Marina Barrage! Treasure Hunt was just looking for the ice cream sticks and I don't know how people managed to find them lor. I only got 1! Our structure was damn fail -.-

Went back and had buffet for dinner! Eragon was the last group so we course room there until leg damn numb, damn pain. Seriously. The chicken was good :D After dinner had 1hr of campfire prep! I still cannot get Circus' dance steps right.

Couldn't enjoy myself much during campfire cos my voice was HORRIBLE. Couldn't shout at all. And we didn't get to sing campfire songs! Like whatthe! :( Sigh. Wanted to do peace like a river so badly! Slept at 3:45am! in the freeeezing aircon room. Woke up at 4:30 for night triage. COLD. SHIVERING. Then went back to sleep at 5:45am. At least they let us sleep before they gave triage comments cos if not, it would be like last year whereby everyone couldn't open their eyes at all. So slept till 7:30 and fell in at 8:30.

No PT. So this year never run outside :( Bread and hard boiled egg for breakfast and soya milk again! Changed into full u and omg the smell was sick. Went for photo taking and wasn't shortest of the shortest but taller than 3/4 of the short people :D Haha. Not too bad. After photo taking was some lucky draw thing! Haha damn funny lah the prizes. Some people got biscuits! Some got 6 loaves of bread! Some got 6 cans of condensed milk! Then some paper exchange thing. Then debrief. Didn't say anything cos my voice couldn't come out.

The worse C&R strength ever. Kena Group IC then my voice totally died on me. Cannot even command then report that time want to say "Total strength 5" then no sound come out. Tried so hard then zzz don't know cry for what. Just suddenly come out. Ate the strepsils and drank alot of water.

Went with Rita XinRong Grace and KaiLing to MOS for dinner then couldn't order my food HAHA! No voice. So had to point and point and shake or nod my head. LOL. I think the person think I siao. Then we talked and laughed like mad! HAHAHAHA! Laugh at my command!

2010-12-07T00:55:00.005+08:00

Haha, the previous post doesn't deserve to be put together with this.

BYE FANNY :'(

Ahh, I'm damn sad. 6 weeks :( You are a really really great friend. I have the inability to put these kind of stuff into words :( But ya, it is really cool that I know someone like you. Really sorry for the times I made you feel so irritated with me :( Ahhh. Hope you enjoy yourself in Beijing. I really want to send you off but I don't want to look like a fool crying in the airport. Haha. & the flight is really too early to take the mrt there in time. I promise you I will tell you EVERYTHING about AN k (:

2010-12-07T00:46:00.002+08:00

Argh, damn. STOP LOOKING DOWN ON PEOPLE MAN.

Not everything has to go your way. Let people have opinions. & so what if you can do it? Doesn't mean everyone else can. Think for others, please?

2010-12-02T17:50:00.006+08:00

Torrented L4D2 ystd. Haha extreme goriness man. Was kinda scary at first cos the zombies randomly jump out and screams echo the hallway. Can't go pub, don't know why. My game just crashes and says "No permission to play left4dead2" :(

Zzz AN course tmr :S

Haha currently hooked onto this song.

2010-12-01T15:25:00.003+08:00

Arghhhh, why can't AN come and be over and done with quickly. I NEED to do my pile of hw but I just keep feeling super super scared for AN and end up doing only 1 question after 3hrs. (Y)

2010-11-29T19:04:00.022+08:00

Haha edited my blogskin after, 2 years. -claps-

Ever since ystd, I was already super scared my group instructor would call although I don't know why it's scary haha. So like around 4pm today, this unknown number called me (using hp). I was damn scared cos I thought it was my group instuctor so I went "Uhh, hello?" & that guy sounded damn buay song and went "Ah something ah?" Couldn't really hear cos it was quite soft. I guess it was supposed to be the name of they guy he wanted to call. Then I went "Sorry, wrong number."

Like a few seconds later, another unknown number called me (using house phone). Then again, I thought it was my group instructor. After hearing the man on the other side, I realised it's the same guy again. -.- I think he's some gangster :S

He: Ah something ah?

Me: NOOOO. (damn pissed)

He: Then who are you?

Me: Uhh Andrea?

He: You not Ah something ah?

Me: NO! (super pissed, didn't I just tell you my name?!)

He: You sure ah!

Me: Uhh ya... I think you got the wrong number...

He: Wrong number?! Someone gave me your number leh.

Me: Wrong number. Byebye.

& I hung up. I said wrong number so many times yet he still doesn't believe. SIAO.

Then like 10mins later, JiaXian called. I was like thinking, call me for what ah? & I thought it was somewhat related to the wrong number thing earlier on. Wah, for that split second I really felt like killing myself.

So I answered then she said she was my group instructor. I went HUH?! Wanted to laugh but cannot laugh lah, duh. So now I need to go get a letter for my scoliosis thing. Damn. Group name's ERAGON. Awesome. It's the coolest among all. Yeah man.

Anw, just decided to post the groupings here for easy reference.

ANCO
Odin: Bronson --> Rita, Kailing
Napolean: Claudia --> JingYi, WenJie, XinRong (imba)
Eragon: JiaXian --> Andrea, Grace, Fanny
BNCO
Spartan: Amira --> WeiLing, JiaZhen
Thor: YanYi --> Claudie, CongYing
Juggernaut: Darren --> QunYan
Orion: Amirah --> YinSiang, JiaMin
Hercules: Jiong Hong --> Jolene, Endrea
Ninja: Joshua --> SweeTeng, KiengMin

One St John

STRENGTH IN BASIC

STRIVE IN ADVANCE

Uhh, lol.

2010-11-28T23:46:00.009+08:00

Rita super annoying leh, keep saying my posts so short. I elaborate kk! (:

DTC '10

precamp.

Almost kena scolded by some uncle/cleaner. Cos we open the class doors by ourselves then the uncle was like "shui bang bi man kai de!" Luckily our OIC can deal with him. Phew.

Uniform inspection was... Weird. I don't know how to judge! Wenjie you damn good. I judge finish all the NCs you only finish 1. Lol. Made juniors run with all their barang around the carpark. Wahseh, the reds were like dragging their barang on the ground lol. You all need to traaaain!

Haha then self-promoted ourselves to sergeants! Recycled LCP ranks. Heh, damn cheapskate right. & so poor thing, the greys had to use our smelly ranks. Haha.

Minicomp! Shan't elaborate much on their performance. Yeah. Haha, FD really damn fast. Like all the NCs done already, nursing like only 1 NC done. So being damn kongxian, went to kahchiao CPR. Lol, I rmb Kieng Min was blowing then suddenly got this drip of saliva/sweat flow down the cheek of the dummy. Yucks. Lol. HOHO, then Claudie shouted "Members, continue to monitor vital signs!" Wah, can get heart attack man. Super sudden and sharp.

camp.

Came quite late today. & guess what. I LEFT THE EXTRA PACKET OF BEEHOON IN THE BUNK. Damn. Ants. Sorry! Sheesh. Luckily no cockroaches/lizards STILL THERE.

Wah damnit. Realised that the once-thought 45 packets of maggi turned out to be only 9. Instead of it being the mega sized one, they were individual packs. So poor XinRong and KaiLing had to run down to 7-11 to get more. Shit. There goes our budget. Anw, outdoor cooking was still AWESOME. Like the best one ever in my entire SJ life :D The hard boiled egg was super nice. Oh and I mastered the lighting of matchsticks/solid fuel (: Fangs boiling the fishballs till they were like gna overflow. Haha!

Ah, then triage. Had SEIZURE. So I was like some retard having random back spasms lying on the ground, resulting my SJ tee turning brown :( And WenJie took this ultra unglam pic :S I think I said it in the prev post. Heck.

CP was ruined cos of the super super heavy downpour. :( Haha and me and Rita mastered the yipee yah yah yipee yipee yah hand dance. Lol. Dinner was delicious. SHORT OF RICE! Hungry...

Then campfire was quite fail. But aiyah, what can we do? The atmosphere of the hall was bad enough. I loved the forum (: & some juniors are really really talented in dancing. Hmm. The dance really had meaning, Fanny, Yinsiang! Haha. Cool. Shan't elab much on NT. Haha ya lah AIC you SUPER CUTE.

Bathing was damn shuang. The water was cold and refreshing (: Took super long to fill the pails. Grace waste waster lor. Fill the pail then never use! Then super funny. We (Rita, Grace, me) were like bathing then Rita said she not enough water. So Grace was like "I never use my water! You can use!" something along that line. So she opened her cubicle door, NAKED, to push the pail our for Rita. Then she was like "Toilet got CCTV or not?" SIAO. But in the end Rita never use. So Grace risked exposing herself for nothing! Haha!

Sleeping in the canteen on the bench was quite cosy, not considering those greedy mosquitoes. Walao bite our legs until can die of itch. Zzz. After firedrill, I went back to bunk to sleep. Super tired. THEN MY STOMACH GROWLED DAMN FREAKING LOUDLY. It woke Rita up sia. HAHA! Damn funny.

Hahahaha then PT that time, when the juniors were in slacks while pumping, I thought I saw Amanda's underwear -- HOT PINK. So I walked over, wanting to help her pull up her slacks. & guess what, it was just the rubber part of her track pants -.- Made me and Rita feel so paiseh for her for nothing! LOL.

Skip to Prize Presentation! Noticed really interesting reactions eh. Hmm. Anw, CONGRATS [not like any of you all read this] I wonder if they found it weird as to why there were no Best AL and Best CPR. Haha.

Eh AIC. Posted already. Enough? Hahaha!

2010-11-27T19:44:00.005+08:00

Most hectic week of the year man. Monday buying confi outfit, Tuesday minicomp, Wednesday 32 presents, Thursday to Friday DTC, Friday night AYD, Saturday CONFIRMATION.

Night trail was super fail. But at least they enjoyed themselves. I think the starting was damn cool :D Sucked the damn pacifier, or so called BIB, till my mouth ached. I wonder if Night trail blended in well... Haha.

Slept for only 1.5 hours and had AYD from 5pm - 10pm. Tired sia. Oh and I met Carrie there. Talk about coincidence. LOVE THE AYD SHIRT (Y).

Confirmation. HEH GOT SLAPPED BY THE ARCHBISHOP.

This post is a ultra condensed. Lol.

2010-11-22T21:00:00.003+08:00

I. HATE. SHOPPING.

My legs are on the verge of breaking already sia. Walked for the entire day with my socks running all the way to my toes (HAHA inside joke). Me and Rita are like, broke. Buying 32 presents and a trolley full of food can really burn a hole in your pocket, omg. & the cool thing is, WE DIDN'T GO TO DAISO. BEAT THAT.

Haha, cos of Wenjie being so unsupportive of our idea, we decided to buy the pacifier FOR OURSELVES (:

2010-11-21T16:27:00.003+08:00

Haha, don't know why I keep blogging these few days. Heck.

Spent my entire afternoon watching Pearl Harbour (: It was 3hrs man! But yeah, was extremely worth my time. Awesome! The show was damn touching, at the same time filled with action. Haha. I really wouldn't mind watching it the second time (:

The casualties came streaming inside the hospital, and only those who could be saved were treated. They were marked as well, with her lipstick lol. Haha reminded me of triage.

Personally I enjoyed it lah, don't know about you.

2010-11-20T23:26:00.007+08:00

Sheesh, don't know why this song suddenly struck me again :/

When I think back on these times

And the dreams we left behind

I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get

To have you in my life

When I look back on these days

I'll look and see your face

You were right there for me

**In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky

In my heart there'll always be a place for you for all my life

I'll keep a part of you with me

And everywhere I am there you'll be

And everywhere I am there you'll be**

Well you showed me how it feels

To feel the sky within my reach

And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me

Your love made me make it through

Oh, I owe so much to you

You were right there for me

Repeat **

'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength

and I want to thank you now for all the ways

You were right there for me

For always

Repeat **

There you'll be...

2010-11-19T20:34:00.003+08:00

WOAW. Really impressed that such a change could occur overnight. Things are getting really exciting ;)

2010-11-18T23:15:00.004+08:00

I take back all my words. I STILL SUCK. Met with these bunch of extreme imbas and got pwned like mad. But, cool, at least I don't feel weird.

& okay okay, Rita, I shall stop blogging about dota. Damn no life right.

So went for training again today. FD was quite disappointing. But there was improvement; really great ones in some of them :D YEA MAN. The way they trained kinda irritated me, but, aiyahhhh, if they think it works for them then so be it.

Then a damn coincidental event occurred on my way back. I took 268 with Rita and Wenjie then Rita alighted at AMK to board 88. So 268 direct, I alighted, crossed the road to the stairs (where lots of, ahem, indian men cycle up the ramp). HAHA, then an 88 passed by and Rita was inside. Woo. (WAH LAME SIA. Ehhh heck.)

2010-11-15T15:52:00.007+08:00

I seriously need someone pro to challenge me to a game of DotA cos I played pub just now and won again. Nothing spectacular happened like yesterday. Just 2 kills (no ks) and 0 deaths, 2v2.

I don't know have I became a so-called pro (LOL, which I highly doubt), or isit cos I'm just battling with newbs. Argh. This feeling sucks. Yesterday's game was wayy to fast. I guess I ksed some, but it was all accidental. Anw, I also assisted a few so it ain't that bad :D

Okay, but my theoretical knowledge of DotA still SUCK. & I have only been using Lightning Revenant so, ya.

2010-11-14T17:58:00.005+08:00

HOLY SHIT.

I hosted a game on Garena for DotA, thinking that I was gonna get pwned damn badly, at the same time receiving countless curses thrown at me. Yet, it was the other way round. LOL. & no, without the curses :D

YEAH, chose LR again. Dominating! THE SENTINEL ARE OWNING! Lol.

MEGA KILL.

& then UNSTOPPABLE + Double Kill :D

2010-11-11T22:26:00.003+08:00

AH YES. HAHA. KILLING SPREE.

Weiler I pwned you this round! We're quits. 2 - 2.
But yeh, it's just 1 vs 1 so it was kinda easy ;D

2010-11-11T19:07:00.007+08:00

HAHA OMG, I didn't know creators of DotA had such a great sense of humour.I was using Razor then randomly in one game, the name suddenly changed to GILLETTE. I WAS TOTALLY LAUGHING MY HEAD OF LAH. You know why it's Gillette?

GILLETTE RAZOR. WTS?

2010-11-04T13:06:00.003+08:00

Had it not been for my, uh, quick reaction, 3rd November 2010 would have been my DEATH ANNIVERSARY.

2010-10-28T00:56:00.004+08:00

OMG 5:52 to 6:09 is the most awesome shit I have ever watched.

2010-10-27T20:55:00.003+08:00

Today's the first time I actually received presents and birthday smses from people. It used to be only a couple of them (: Lol.

Sports Carnival was so much more fun than I had expected! Though we totally got trashed against Justice, at least we managed to play and not get a walkover with 3 vs 7! Epic. 3-1 Not bad eh. I decided to try out as goalie and ok, not bad at least manage to save 80% of the balls :D

& shit, I didn't manage to save lizard's ball on the 5th kick but luckily Melissa scored during penalty :D So draw. Aiyah, better then lose! Then amazingly, we beat Charity! WAHOO!

Ahh, then come to Loyalty. FANNY. I really have to admit that my team played really really well! We had A LOT OF TEAMWORK and not just a one-man show! Heh, the ball was kept at their half of the court so I was quite relaxed during that match! (: Our 2-0 (WHOA) was in the end a draw due to some, uh, conflict. Hahah but it's okay. And Hope really loves to kill time. Argh.

I was supposed to upload photos but I couldn't find my USB cable! >:(

Heh, really must thank these people personally:

YinSiang: The you-know-what yeah, haha. It's really priceless. (:

Rita: HAHAHHA THE SUAN MEI VERY COOL.

Grace: The cookies you baked were very nice! Hahaha but people don't believe is you bake leh!

XinRong: I waiting for my jacket! LOL.

Florence: Oooh I'm like using your present now! (: Very shuang!

Claudia: You wrap until very nice and YOU NEVER RETAIN!!!!! SEE TOLD YOU! :D

& went Swensens (for the very first time) with XinRong and Rita. Wah I expected the bill to be like WHOA but then is like really damn cheap. Cos we got the one for one and the $1 drink and free ice cream! :D Total: $33.05 when actually would be about $60!

Hoho then at Bishan library we were trying to open the packaging for XinRong's earpiece and it was super funny! HAHAHA!

2010-10-08T23:25:00.005+08:00

This week has been really, emotional (HAHA!).

I can't believe all the planning has gone down the drain. Press before she press, tap before she tap. But it was still exciting anyway. I never knew I would ever have the change to leave my fingerprints on the door and gate! Although we hesitated a lot, we finally managed to gather our courage and chiong up! Kind of sad we didn't meet optimum challenge of getting caught. But if we were caught, OMG I really wouldn't know what to do.

It was so dark and, kind of like a maze. Hahaha. Running up and down because of little shuffles by OTHER people was hilarious. Sigh, only 50% success. It would have been better if we were branching! It's okay, the next time wouldn't be too long from now >:)

2010-09-17T20:51:00.002+08:00

PT today was damn funny. Played, uh, H2O after don't know how long, WHICH IS SUPER DANGEROUS I TELL YOU. Haha first yueyang fell on her chest, ouch. Then jiazhen like almost roll into the drain. At the same place. Lol.

Then I was chasing grace. And I caught her but I tripped over her leg and she immediately fell knees first. I lost my balance too then like took damn big steps to try to stabilize myself but cos I heard grace fall so I turned my head back then I fell down on my left elbow. Super funny but super pain. Grace's left knee was damn seriously injured. My one not as bad but super pain, like many needles poking like that. Dizzy, weird.

SJ ROOM'S PLASTER IS COOL.

2010-09-13T22:36:00.004+08:00

My new pillar of motivation: Ms Foo!

Wah she's like damn pro, ran like 5.5km in 1h (not very fast lah but still very pei fu, so far! Lol.) And and overheard today Mr Yeo saying she can run 2.4 in 11mins :D PRO, PRO.

2010-09-01T17:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday right, I saw one student diary on the canteen table. Then already 6:45 then nobody so I just take and see whose. Then I saw the particulars so I just sms the person tell her I got.

Then right, she say pass to her on Friday during assembly then I went haha Friday no assembly then she say OH YA sorry I'm super blur, then ask me put in her class on the teacher's table. Then I was Haha ok (: Then when I thought things were so easy she suddenly tell me is not hers but is her seniors then need ASAP then ask me tell her my address so her senior come collect from me (she say sorry for sounding so stalkerish) LOL.

After that her senior sms me and ask me give her my address but I say my house not fang bian to come then in the end I ended up scanning the page she needs to her. HAHAHA I was damn scared cos so weird lah. No wonder inside how come like first few pages is her one then after that suddenly JC stuff come out.

So weird, haha.

2010-09-01T14:27:00.007+08:00

I seriously don't know what's so hard for just turning up.

You choose to ignore yet you complain about our decisions.

Stop can, really not nice! :(

& my throat's dying on me;

I sound like a dying horse.

Anw, HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA OMGGGGG SO FUNNYYYYYYYY.

2010-08-13T23:22:00.004+08:00

Hahaha, I'm looking forward to English lessons every week now!
Miss Na always shows us videos and do activities relevant to what we're suppose to learn!

WATCH THIS:

Get it? :D

2010-08-11T23:14:00.003+08:00

Today morning super hot. But at night freezing (NOW).

Haha, the class was being super hilarious this morning, especially Hannah. It was some teacher's day award voting thing then it was like:

"Who do you all think has the best hairstyle?" - Charis

"MISS YEE!" - Hannah + other anti-yee people

"Best dressed?" - Charis

"MISS YEE!!!!!" Hannah, laughing like siao.

"Amy Yee! She dyes her own clothes!" - Tricia (Walao damn mean eh)

"Most motherly?" - Charis

"MISS YEE!!!" Hannah going super crazy already. "Let her win something!"

"Best spectacles?" - Charis

"MISS YEE!!!!!!!!" I bet Hannah almost fell off her chair.

Sense the ultimate sarcasm. Tsk.

2010-08-08T20:27:00.010+08:00

WAHAHA went to watch Street Dance 3D today! Awesomeness whoooo. Heh. Hahaha the dance moves were totally WHOA! George Sampson, Flawless and Diversity :O!

Sadly, 3D was only available at freaking ENG WAH. Which is like shit cos the cinema reeked of urine. Bleh. And Toa Payoh sucks. There's nothing there.

Anw, went to watch Despicable Me (DM) on Friday! Hahaha it was damn funny cos everyone was just watching Inception. And I was like WHAAAAAAAAAAT, inception is seriously overrated already man. Haha.

2010-08-02T21:54:00.004+08:00

Wah, did Service Learning today at Tan Tock Seng Hosp. HAHA. Monique's mum work there mah. Then me and YinSiang were like left there to stone. So we just watch the people take height and weight and blood pressure. HAHA then when got nobody, I went to scan my ez-link card and take.

Damn sad. I'm damn short.

Height: 155cm :'(

Weight: 42.5kg :/

BMI: 17.7

Oh and YinSiang and I were curious about the blood pressure machine thingthing so we go measure both arms HAHA!

Right arm: Systolic 98, Diastolic 54

Left arm: Systolic 91, Diastolic 54

Haha I can't believe we were so amused by all these things in the room! Oh and got people there withdrawing blood for blood test. Walao eh, damn freaky. Hahaha we both like leng4zhu4 like that when we saw the needle poke in and withdraw so much blood. Eeyer.

2010-08-02T00:24:00.002+08:00

Omg, I like pregnant lady like that.

For 3 consecutive nights I wake up cos leg cramp :( Very pain.

Then today I cannot walk :(

Haha, Claudia's way of speech is cute. I like.

She goes xie xie knee, baibai and wall eye knee :D

& wo don't know & sweet dreams and beautiful nightmares (:

2010-07-31T23:25:00.005+08:00

Catechism today was truly inspiring.

[Luke 15: 8-10]

"Or suppose a women has ten silver coins and loses one. Does she not light a lamp, sweep the house and search carefully until she finds it? And when she finds it, she calls her friends and neighbours together and says, 'Rejoice with me; I have found my lost coin.' In the same way, I tell you, there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents."

We were each given a dirty coin (coloured with crayon) while the verse was being read. Then we were given a piece of paper where we had to draw something we wanted to fix. One by one, we went up to the crucifix, threw some incense into the bowl, pray, rip our papers and throw them into a basket. After that, a piece of wet tissue was given to us to clean our coin. It represented our sins being cleaned. Last we were given a sticker: "Lost & Found. Luke 15: 8-10"

Haha, it was kinda cool. I guess it's the best session I went to (:

2010-07-28T21:55:00.006+08:00

I love Ms Yee! Haha, she's the best chem teacher :D

Today's chem test was super easy! Wahh I do until damn shuang. But scarly I careless, don't know lah. I just know I felt happy after the test (: Haha!

Damn high now! Lol.

Miss Yee FTW! HAHAHA!

"What can a solid do? It can JUMP."

2010-07-25T22:55:00.003+08:00

Haha, this post shall be a super random one.

Quote Amy Yee:

"Since you girls have so many noise, I shan't teach."

"TREE...... (touches head) what ah?" x3 per day

"(touches white board) Where's the board?!" (Actually meaning the duster)

"You all very bad, make your counsellors do everything. Maaaadeleine! Terrible!"

2nd CCA = FAIL.

No last parade. How pathetic can that be.

Argh, life sucks after passing in :(

2010-07-24T22:45:00.005+08:00

HAHA, I love The Noose! Damn funny and she has great accent! :D

I had a good laugh (: Yay!

2010-07-19T21:43:00.004+08:00

Been going out with Fanny these few days! HAHA, and for the weirdest reasons. We had some "couple" talk at Mos and people kept staring at us. Uhh hahaha! Today again but we went to do something special for a certain someone. And Fanny kept smiling to herself. The birthday present is damn nice k so stop thinking she'll throw it away! HAHA!

Thanks Fanny! For helping me on Friday! (: Though I know I need to be more confident :/

I love Tuesdays. Study time with Fanny and Fransisca (how to spell :S)! And going to night study with YinSiang after her Media Studies! Yay!

2010-07-11T21:28:00.007+08:00

Sigh, now that POP's over and the green badge pass out le, there seems to be nothing to look forward to :( Haha it was after school practice dance make souvenirs! Must chiongggg. But now, mug, homework, mug -.-

POP decoration was damn fail but the booklets were nice! Haha at least it was something they could keep :D Performances make k-pop fans go crazy. Lol. Yay squadmates, after weeks of practice we managed to give it our best! :D Oh was damn good. FANNY ENCORE! FANNY ENCORE! HAHAHAHA! Played the "wrong" music for bona then had to dance again! Ahh.

Distance Fares really suck. It's just a nicer way of putting "INCREASE IN MRT FARES". I used to only pay $0.39 to get to school but now $0.46! 1 month is extra $2.80! Ehh. Then today go Clementi from $0.45 to $0.58! Aiyah, a bit sua ku but still!

Ahh yes GREAT JOB NC2! BEST IN CPR! :D You guys own CPR lah! ;) WHOOO!

How to command? How to scold? :S

2010-07-07T00:35:00.008+08:00

Who the freaking hell said it and caused really weird ideas to form in other people's heads?! Uhh it's seriously damn disgusting and freaking me out. Why would I freaking say such disgusting stuff like her. Wahh. Lol.

Seeing someone else looking so disappointed and you know the reason why so you kind of pity her. I hate these types of feelings the most :( So, haha, aiyo, this whole thing is damn funny.

Sorry Mr Penguin, but I've got to admit, you've really gone overboard. That was too strong a word to be used. You know, just like creating a mountain out of a molehill.

2010-07-04T18:34:00.002+08:00

Aish why's there so many weird weird things happening?!

Haha nvm, RED HOUSE WON!! :D

Haha anw, ystd's sports carnival was... kinda fail. Cos it rained. Then JiaLe and I were stationed at the opposite side of the stadium. Ooh then there was this unused long jump pit filled with water and there were TADPOLES! Super cute hahaha. JiaLe says that it was to prevent mosquitoes from breeding in there, cool ;) Cheokyi ma'am and JiaLe were trying to catch them haha!

Oh then I was kind of cursing the runners to fall cos there were no casualties and we were practically stoning there. So it started to rain then we borrowed an umbrella from a kind teacher (: I WAS FREEZING. Brrr haha. Then a sudden gust of wind blew and the umbrella almost broke. Like seriously, the umbrella turned inside out. If only I were lighter, I could fly with the wind! Okay lame HAHA.

Yups so we ran back to the stadium and camped there for the rest of the day. Red House got a clear view of the cheerleading routine but I kind of missed it cos we were at the fa post. Not mine but the extreme left one. Damn sad. Oh well, over already.

2010-06-18T17:06:00.013+08:00

First you don't allow us sleep in school. DAY CAMP -.-

Banging on the doors shouting EH FASTER LAH!

Falling in with all the funny wet hairs.

Sharing big big watermelon.

Brushing teeth together.

Extras in the night.

Hugging each other in the groundsheet.

Tying the flag to ourselves.

Sentry.

Anticipating changing parade in the night.

Running to and fro for fire drill.

Waking up and see everyone's puffy hair.

Chionging to refill the bottles.

Hurrying to change into slacks.

Falling in for pt.

Stuffing bread bread and more bread.

Night trail.

Campfire (in the NIGHT)

JUST TAKING AWAY THE NIGHT, WE LOST ALL THESE MEMORIES WE COULD HAVE AS A COURSE. FOR OUR LAST JTC AS CADETS. NOT ENOUGH ISIT?

Still don't allow us to hike.

Just around Toa Payoh only still like that.

Waste people's planning time.

Destroy the plans then had to bring stuff home then so confused so never bring extra clothes then NO WATER GAMES?

"Drop bomb can drop all at once or not?! Not one day one!" Ohmygod.

Okay, AT LEAST JTC WAS STILL FUN, COOL AND AWESOME :D

Nice food! Got drinks! Enough? More rice! More veggie! More chilli! Haha meals was fun! We room but damn I laughed cos minxin's face too retarded. At ease, we laugh and laugh! We pass food esp wenjie! Eat your carrots! We talk about retarded stuff and BURPPP and I mouth full. Sneeze. All over minxin (Eww gross, sorry) Eating rice with our hands! Peeling banana singing peel banana, peel peel banana. Eating for others until want to vomit!

Extras! Hahaha it kinda bonded us tgt. Like lifting the legs 90degrees to hold the group flag, clutching onto partner's hands, buddha clapping almost 1000 times. Doing laps while squatting as a group, going 1,2,1,2,1,2,1,2 supporting the flag and doing sumos leaning on the wall, cheering each other on. Couting down the last minute!

Campfire! Kind of fail. Everyone just had no mood to go high. And it was sad singing a chain of sad sad songs. Crying and burping.

Evaluation. SAD SADDER SADDEST. Everyone fought to hold back their tears. But after she broke down, eventually we did too :( Yet we failed to give her a good last parade. :'(

I won't forget this camp. Never ever. They have already did their best to make it as enjoyable as possible and it is.

Camp Star: Aim High, Shine Bright!

JTC '10 FTW (:

2010-06-13T23:39:00.003+08:00

Kanasai lah YinSiang!

Take back your money

& stop teasing me kk.

(Lol, this is the 5th consecutive post mentioning you. Be honoured.)

2010-06-11T17:29:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIANGSIANG! :D

& no, it's not fate so don't come rubbish me kk.

Haha walao, forgot got drills ystd and went to watch Shrek. "Whoa, you damn retarded" quote Siang. Eh what, I really forgot can! Lol. I think watching movies at j8 is a terrible idea. Lets go AMK next time. I don't wanna risk the 4th time man. HAHA.

2010-06-03T21:05:00.002+08:00

Ohmygod, if I ever watch the movies with YinSiang and come across the same scene again, I swear I'll go bonkers. WHY IS IT ALWAYS LIKE THAT.

Yeahhh, so I went to watch Prince of Persia (HAHA) today with YinSiang and Isabel (: Ehhh the show actually very nice! Very exciting, heh. Damn cool lah the stunts. And I eat the chips until I almost vomited in the cinema like seriously.

Then like during the damn exciting part, Isabel suddenly say "I need go toilet!" Then me and YinSiang were like DENG! Hahaha. So retarded.

2010-06-02T21:00:00.003+08:00

Does shivering count as a 6th sense?

Like when you're in a 25m radius :S

YinSiang, STOP okay, I say STOP laughing.

YinSiang, STOP okay, I say STOP talking.

YinSiang, STOP okay, I say STOP looking.

YinSiang, STOP okay, I say LET'S GO.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2010-05-31T20:17:00.003+08:00

I guess we had been a little rash :S

But I'm just glad that she understands this whole screwed shit (:

YINSIANG YOU BETTER STOP GIVING IT TO ME AH.

IF NOT I CALL POLICE FOR HARRASSMENT!

2010-05-27T20:23:00.006+08:00

You guys think you're so great huh.

Hell, stop acting. IN FROM OF THEM.

Ohmygod, this whole "business" is so screwed.

What a bunch of childish losers? I would leave, but only if I could.

The "outcasted" deserve them much more than you.

Oh crap, get a life.

2010-05-25T22:55:00.004+08:00

I'm supposed to be sleeping now but I really like this quiz I did on facebook (: It was the only quiz which made sense and could really tell me about my... inner self.

You are a: Moonlike person

You hide your emotion sometimes. You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to not be a burden to your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before. You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about the consequences. You are also the type of person that often comes to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely on a lot of facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases.

2010-05-25T22:02:00.005+08:00

Seriously, I've got enough of this shit.

Why am I always the one stuck in the middle.

Always having to put on a fake front.

Sometimes even I myself don't know if you are actually the one wearing the mask.

2010-05-24T17:06:00.002+08:00

Haha actually I was too lazy to update but due to high demands I shall do so (XinRong! HAHA)

Right, English teacher Ms Sudah (?) is EPIC WIN. On her first lesson, she introduced herself to us and she said this was the first chinese sentence she learnt: 你是一个很漂亮的狗屎! Wahhhh, tian ah, plus the way she said it was hilarious. The whole class practically rofl.

I don't why but I like quoting whatever the class said so here goes!
Chemistry:
"I've got homework for you girls," - MissYee
*Moans* - 3W
"Why? You all have a lot of tests isit?" - Miss Yee
*YES!!!!!!!* - 3W
"Bluff me.... Hurhurhur. I see a lot of you all smiling huh..." - Miss Yee

Physics:
"What is that AM?" - Amanda (AM actually referring to line/distance)
"Huh AM? AM, morning lah!" - Mr Leow
"HAHAHAHAHA" - 3W
"What? Wahh, Mr Leow really capital L for lame leh! Hahahaha!" - XinRong
Hahaha XinRong always never fails to add humour to our class :D

English:
(We are practising for oral)
"Then how to we pronounce q-u-a-y?" - Someone
"Key, not kueh ah! No kueh!" - Miss Sudah
"Flour?" - Someone
"Flar. You don't need to go and flower it -.-" - Miss Sudah
"Oh and how do you pronounce chaffeur? Not cha-fuer or sha-fer or what, chao few! It's shou-fer!" - Miss Sudah
"How do you pronounce this?" *Writes photography on the board* - Miss Sudah
"Fer-taw-grow-fy" - 3W
"Yes, fer-taw-grow-fy repeat after me, fer-taw-grow-fy" - Miss Sudah
"Fer-taw-grow-fy" - 3W
"Wahh, we should all go back Primary 1 and learn, haha! - XinRong
(Actually this English one here sounds damn sian but replay what happened in class is damn hilarious! Wah like watching comedy like that!"

2010-05-12T20:03:00.008+08:00

Claudia is damn nice, I asked her to post that she's happy and she did! :D

Haha, did my NAPFA 5 items already.

Quite ok with it lah but damn angry with sit and reach! D:

Sit-ups: 43 41 [A - ...]

Sit & Reach: ~~45cm~~ 47cm [B - 1 more cm >:(]

Standing Broad Jump: ~~178cm~~ 183cm [A! This made me happy! :D]

Incline Pull-ups: 20 21 [A - too lazy to continue]

Shuttle Run: ~~11.3s~~ 11.0s [A Haha my shoe almost came out]

(Cancelled values = expectations set in March)

Okay, I screwed physics big time. I HATE FISHES. Haha ok I think I'm gonna get single digit. If I don't, it's a miracle.

2010-05-07T21:23:00.012+08:00

I'M BACK from camp, sun burnt! (:

A little disappointing though, I shouldn't have been so excited :/

But still, it was fun! & I guess 3Wisdom became more bonded? :D

I love Coach Agnes! She tells us her life experiences! Whoa, our instructors are like epic win! 1 girl, 1 guy. Amazingly, 1 tomboy, 1 gay. Seriously, DAMN GAY with retarded gay hand actions. But he quite poor thing lah, like always left out by the others :/

I tell you, the place is infested with LIZARDS.

Gazillions of them.

Walao eh, I'm like the most terrified of lizards; more than cockroaches. It's just the grosses thing on earth ever. So I was sleeping near the steps where the spot light was just overhead. Unluckily, our class' hut is at the corner hence the need for the spot light to be left on overnight. & guess what, gazillions of the insect thingthing were attracted to the light and kept flying around it which in turn attracted the LIZARDS. The goddamn LIZARDS. Ohmyfreakshit -shudders- So I slept with my jacket covering my legs and another shirt to cover my face, preventing them from dropping on me. -shudders even more-

And during area cleaning, we were supposed to pick up litter and I picked up this tissue and this freaking lizard crawled out. WHATTHE. Luckily I didn't scream. Walao ehhhhh, freakydisgusting!

Only managed to play 1 high element, damn fail. It's like the most boring one. The one where you walk on the wire and hold onto ropes to walk. & some freak class went to complain why they had to do more low elements and we get to do the high elements and they FREAKING TOOK AWAY OUR CHALLENGE POLE. Oh my leap of faith! I so looked forward to jumping that and then whatthe. -.-

Kk, I keep talking about the bad things so I shall flip it! THE TOILET IS AWESOME! Damn clean, damn big! And out class cheer/campfire item is awesome two! Tricia, you and your awesome craze! Heh. THE FOOD THERE IS AWESOME THREE! Wah really damn nice. But milo steaming hot, kept making my glasses fog up.

Ironically, I get to sleep earlier and wake up later there!

2010-05-04T22:08:00.003+08:00

The freakiest thing just happened today.

After school, I followed YinSiang to go put SP letter on their tables then when we walk past THE toilet, I saw a pair of legs. Only a pair of legs. Maybe they belonged to a cleaner or what but we couldn't see the head. And it was white just like paper, paler than those of mannequins. They were shaking then I brought it to YinSiang's attention. Then we walked closer to it. And we realised that there were lots of scars on them like those you get from rashes/scabs. When we were about like 3 meters away, the legs suddenly stopped shaking, and the legs stood up.

THEN ME AND YINSIANG TOTALLY FREAKED OUT AND RAN DOWN.

Oh I swear never to use that toilet ever again.

On a side note, SEC 3 LEADERSHIP CAMP TMR! Oh I can't wait! But sadly, I've got insufficient shorts :( SHEESH.

2010-05-03T16:23:00.007+08:00

Haha, can't believe I actually studied today! So I rewarded myself by watching another thriller!

ORPHAN!

(The second one in my life; kinda fail though)

Yay the show very very very nice! :D HAHA. The plot is awesome and gruesome! Heh. Imagine someone using a hammer and bludgeoning someone else! Not exactly shocking lah but yeah, still very nice! Must watch! The deaf daughter in the show's freaking cute! (:

2010-05-01T20:38:00.004+08:00

Haiya I think I less than 12 mins cannot! FINE, I shall aim for less than 12:30! 30 seconds leeway! Cos I ran 12.58 for 2.4 and I walked so yeah!

Okay, and my muscle is aching like crazy right now. This just shows how weak I am. Damn, NAPFA is like approaching and my stomach muscles are like BLEAH. Eek.

After CCA in the car, my leg suddenly CRAMP. Wahhhhh is the worse one ever man. My calf cramp first then I stretch my calf muscle by bending the ankle there right. Then down there cramp so I cannot move my entire foot! Wahhh then I try to push it back down then my toes cramp! Like WHATTHE?! All the muscles "inter-joined" make my whole leg cramp. Cramped for 5 mins! Then I stayed in the car when I already reached home cos I couldn't walk. FAAAAIL.

2010-04-29T18:05:00.007+08:00

Mr Foo told us a real story about lesbianism in this school.

"You know, there were this two girls who were... well close. They were this 2 Sec 3 and Sec 4 students. And they really enjoyed their time together but this Sec 3 student was... so into this relationship, and it affected her studies. So in the end... she had to be transferred out of this school. Yes. But the Sec 4 student, she was brilliant. She wasn't affected by it and actually did quite well for her O levels. To me, I think this is just... not right lah. But who is it for us to decide. Hmm?"

AND THEN I HEARD A LOT OF MURMURING.

Right, so there's aircon now. But it is freaking annoying. Like I sit infront (ya lah, I know I'm short!) so like since the aircon installed at the back, the front cannot really get lah. So we are like hot while the behind people are like cold. Then very annoying leh. YOU COLD THEN WEAR JACKET LAH. HOT CANNOT DO ANYTHING RIGHT! WANT US TO REMOVE OUR CLOTHES AH. Crap shit.

I just realised I've been deceiving myself all along.

2010-04-26T17:46:00.003+08:00

I rub, and rub, and rub.

But I just can't seem to erase it off.

Take me away from this horrible world

2010-04-24T23:03:00.004+08:00

And so I choose to walk away silently.

2010-04-23T20:59:00.012+08:00

PE made me mad. 13.08 for 2.5km NOOOO whattheshit. GO AND DIE.

& I practically slept through maths.

You seriously have to stop acting.

Think of what you said.

I agree with her, bastard.

STOP USING A STRAW

(decipher that, smart ass)

The change is so drastic it's disgusting.